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Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in Rex Fokker's LiveJournal:

Saturday, March 6th, 2004
4:47 pm
LIES!!! *Giggles*
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Current Mood: amused
3:13 pm
Matters of a Hybrid mind
Well, I know it's been a while since I've updated this LJ last and there's a good reason, it's called being a father of four that takes up alot of my free time, true? ;)

At anyrate, I'm sitting here watching Cartoon Network's "Duck Dodgers" and I can't help but to think about my best friend Wil and that post that he did recentally. I can understand what he's going through and it's understandable and I hope I can explain it to everyone and hopefully Wil will understand.

You see, I've known him since I was five years old. I spent a rather large chunck of my life growing up with him as one of my two best friends and now, he's going through the roughest patch in his life. You see, one of the things that makes him special is the fact that when you need a friend, he's there and he doesn't care what the burden is as he's proven time and time again, at heart-he's a very good and caring man.

But then again, you've got the flip side-over the past few years, he's been hit hard again and again. You see, to Wil-his friends are closer to him than his actual blood family and that includes any people that he has more than just friendly feelings towards (example-people that he's in love with) and he carries these feelings close to him but recentally, he's been through hell and some of you know what I mean.

Two months ago, he finally allowed himself to finally break. 4 years of pressure from everything ranging from various work related problems to personal issues to an injury that he is still suffering from. He also had several close friends (Greg Sands and Jeff "Lurch" Moore as examples) die and his moving from Fayetteville Arkansas to Austin Texas to Oklahoma City Oklahoma back to Fayetteville Arkansas among a great many other things. What a few people seem to understand is that he helped keep Brian Ward and his girlfriend who is now the mother of their first child together through every trial they went through even though his own love life was non-existant among other things.

And how do I know this stuff do you ask? Along with a very few amount of other people which includes myself, Liz Hunt and JA Williams for examples-we're people who will actually physically hurt Wil if he chooses to hide behind his usual masks (Liz, JA, Kelly-you all know what I mean by masks) plus one person knows him very well like me and she knows who she is too.

Right now, he's in a state of panic because right now-even though his life is shit and it's brought on by his depression. He's trying to be more honest with his life and this is the price he's paying for it.

I'll talk to you all later, I need to get back to the kids and I hope to talk to you guys sooner than a month, true?

I hope that helps to shine a little on what's going on with Wil or at least what I think is up.

Current Mood: geeky
Thursday, February 12th, 2004
7:17 am
A song lemming lifted from Wil's LJ who in turn lifted it from someone else who etc...
1. "Sailor Moon Theme" (North American version) by Bob Summers
2. "Axel F" by Harold Faltermeyer
3. "You're a god" by Vertical Horizon
4. "Broken Home" by Papa Roach
5. "Who made Who" by AC/DC
6. "Original Miami Vice Theme" [Instrumental]
7. "Dangerous Bastard" by Rockstar Games' Lovefist
8. "If I were a rich man" from Fiddler on the Roof
9. "Walk Through the Fire" from "Buffy the Vampire Slayer: Once more with Feeling"

Bonus Track:
"Trouble Me" by One Winged Angel (yep, me and the old gang
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1. "Sailor Moon Theme" (North American version) by Bob Summers
2. "Axel F" by Harold Faltermeyer
3. "You're a god" by Vertical Horizon
4. "Broken Home" by Papa Roach
5. "Who made Who" by AC/DC
6. "Original Miami Vice Theme" [Instrumental]
7. "Dangerous Bastard" by Rockstar Games' Lovefist
8. "If I were a rich man" from Fiddler on the Roof
9. "Walk Through the Fire" from "Buffy the Vampire Slayer: Once more with Feeling"

Bonus Track:
"Trouble Me" by One Winged Angel (yep, me and the old gang <Wil,Greg,Jeremy,Eric,Chris, and Dana> wrote a song for back when we were actually trying to do a joint real life band based on our garou characters.)

In case you're wondering, yes-Wil has a tremendous singing voice if he only put his mind to it you dig? Plus, it still puts a smile on my face when I think of the image of Wil standing there in Fayetteville's West Campus recording room singing the lyrics. It was a combination of the beat from Stone Sour's "Bother" mixed with lyrical styling of Metallica's "Unforgiven".

Well, I'm only up because Raye wanted company while she fed Jase, it's time for all good little Rexs and Rayes to go back to bedy-bed now.


Current Mood: amused
Wednesday, February 11th, 2004
9:32 pm
My first entry ever!!!!!!!!!!!
Hello all, I figured that I should finally get my own live journal and well, here I am!

Allow me to properly introduce myself-my name is Rex Fokker, I'm one odd person to look at as I'm half-Japanese/Half-Native American and for those of you who want to ask, it's kind of obvious when you see me, no offense. I was born in Seattle Washington in 1980 and I've lived numerious places since then including both Harrison and Fayetteville Arkansas, Kyoto Japan and currentally Phoenix Arizona. As it's stated on the info page of my journal, I'm the husband of Raye and father to four evil but fun children (Corran, Amanda, William, and Jason), two of which are twins (Amanda and Jacen) and the latest one is named for my evil kid brother and one of the coolest garou characters that I've ever heard of (if you know Talisman Gray in the Camarilla, run ya?)

On a serious note, I hope that Wil doesn't mind me adding three of his friends in Liz Hunt, John Andrew Williams and Kelly Phillips to my LJ. It's kind of a cool thing to invite other best friends of my boy Wil, true? I mean I've been through some things with him that alot of friends have. I was there during some good times and bad, but the thing is Wil and I hate to say it is that you keep getting the bad shit man and I'm sorry about that.

I would like to send a small message to the following people:

To Liz Hunt, I would like to say that while Wil might be a touchy subject due to obvious reasons-when he makes a promise you'll find that he does keep his word no matter what the cost. That is a true quality that alot of people have a hard time understanding about him. If he trusts you and calls you one of his closest, best and truest friends-then I'm glad to be able to add you at least to my Live Journal.

To Kelly Phillips, Sorry I haven't been able to do any more RPs between Dusty and Kate but I chose to leave the cam in order to focus more on my family. Yes, I left the rp's kind of open and you'll have to forgive me-but I'm taking being a father very seriously, sorry.

To John Andrew "J.A." William, Wil speaks highly about you and that's saying something since he only speaks highly of about four people (Carlton Johnson, Liz Hunt, you and oddly enough one Brian Ward). You, along with Liz and Kelly, are considered to be some of Wil's closest friends and I welcome you too to the inner circle of his friends.

....THIS IS SOOOOO NEAT!!! I GET TO MAKE MORE AMBER TRUMP CARDS NOW, WHERE'S MY PENCILS!!!!!

I'll catch all of you guys later! Hugs to all and hey Wil, you god-children say hi!!!

Current Mood: amused
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